It's been itching me a while now.

Christianity. How can Christians possibly believe in something so unbelievable? Do they really believe what they say they believe? Some of them don’t. And, I’m sure, the ones that do only do so microscopically. Christians cannot be in complete belief of it all, because they are not yet made perfect in Christ on the New Earth. Therefore humans, especially Christians, must have doubts. I know the majority have faith smaller than a mustard seed, otherwise they would be in the complete reality of all they ‘believed’ and would be a revolutionary peoples; counter-cultural, standing in dichotomy with the rest of the world. But Christians aren’t perfect. They strive for the unattainable. Therefore, what a claim! I feel like a hypocrite! Every day, I keep discovering how faithless I am. It keeps me humble and saying, “Lord, increase my faith!” I could never stop asking the Lord for more faith. I can understand a little clearer now that Christianity, knowing God, loving and embracing the God head and walking in obedience to that, is the first step toward truth, the only truth. “I am the way, the truth, and the life.”